不知道为什么,
最近又开始闷回来了..
不经意的一直狂update自己的blog..
它是我第二个家..
什么心事往它这里丢就对了..
反正跟别人说,
他们也不会明白..
更不会想要知道..
埋在心里的却是一个很好的方法,
但我不想成为一个极端的人..
当把自己的心情埋在心里太久..
事情大条的时候，
一，就是会一直忍..
二，就是直接大爆炸..
这样的人,
太可怕了..
我想以不极端的方式过我的人生..
至少我不会活得那么的辛苦..
不极端得来，却又拥有很好的性格..
这是我所追求的..
刚开始以为做工之后就不会感到空虚..
结果也是不过如此..
第一份工,
很开心..
结果被炒鱿鱼..
临走前画面几精彩一下..
咱们女头王撅嘴说“我们公司现在暂时不需要人了，不好意思”..
我们走的时候她好像笑里藏刀一样,
拍一下我们的马屁,
聊个槓,
就打发我们走..
之后被通知说出粮了趁机叫回公司一趟,
又说公司现在需要人手,
随时会打通电话叫我们回去工作..
你把我当成什么啊??
傀儡吗??
怎么你都正在控制我脖子上的绳子啊..
我个人是觉得无所谓啦,
反正我脸皮厚..
反倒我姐,
骂个我臭头..
说什么“白痴啊你！怎么又吃回头草啊？
如果你回那间公司打工我会看不起你”..
莫名被白挨了这一句..
咳~
我只不过要赚钱嘛..
姐，你管她对我什么态度..
人家送钱到你门前,
不拿白不拿啊..
反正我赚到了钱就跟她萍水不相逢啦..
而且我有没做错,
她戳我不进的啦..
我可是铁汉子魂女儿身叻..
怎么看得我那么胆小..
可是也好啦..
给我看一下，体验一下你们大人的世界..
大人的世界好复杂..
真不想明白..
很不想明白..
><
第二份工,
我做得好开心..
虽然有点累,
但我认识了好多好多人..
他们人都好好..
第二个星期的几个朋友比较有趣..
让我好舍不得他们..
他们太可爱了..
虽然被一个十八岁的弟弟叫“姐姐”有点伤心..
可是礼貌上是没错啦..
毕竟我大过他嘛..
以前总觉得二十岁是多么光荣的一件事啊,
看着那些没有办法出声的弟弟妹妹..
是件多么爽快的念头..
结果现在好想回到从前十几岁,
在学校玩追逐..
想念班上的桌子椅子..
怀念那下课时总是没事做在那里徘徊的走廊..
思念那些穿上蓝色校裙，青色校裤的老朋友们..
那些年，原来回不去了..
伤心是因为时间跑得好快,
来不及领悟就已经过了..
真的很难想象我过不久会被叫成“安娣”还是“阿嫲”..
那个时候会不会也是像现在一样这么的有失落感呢??
哈哈!!
希望可以停留在我想要的那一刻..
OS:发梦吧你!!XD
Friday, December 9, 2011
Friday, December 2, 2011
~笨蛋的小弟~
十四岁的你,
别人以为你不懂事..
就连我都以为你开始变得叛逆了..
在怎么说,
虽然我们不是同一个父母所生的,
但你可不可以不要让我担心..
以为你回嘴,
原来你不是..
你只是想要捍卫你自己..
虽然你每次跟你爸说话的时候都搞得像辩论会一样..
不知道的人,
以为你在反驳..
可是你放心,
我们都知道你要表达的是什么..
我们会支持你所想的东西..
其实你说不上错..
弟,
我们家永远是你的避风港..
有什么事情,
别收在心里..
你要知道,
你其实还有一个契爸爸,妈妈,哥哥,姐姐..
你不要什么都不说,
因为我们会心疼你..
怕你受伤,
怕你难过..
总之,
当你无助的时候,
我们会随时让你靠..
你要加油..^^
别人以为你不懂事..
就连我都以为你开始变得叛逆了..
在怎么说,
虽然我们不是同一个父母所生的,
但你可不可以不要让我担心..
以为你回嘴,
原来你不是..
你只是想要捍卫你自己..
虽然你每次跟你爸说话的时候都搞得像辩论会一样..
不知道的人,
以为你在反驳..
可是你放心,
我们都知道你要表达的是什么..
我们会支持你所想的东西..
其实你说不上错..
弟,
我们家永远是你的避风港..
有什么事情,
别收在心里..
你要知道,
你其实还有一个契爸爸,妈妈,哥哥,姐姐..
你不要什么都不说,
因为我们会心疼你..
怕你受伤,
怕你难过..
总之,
当你无助的时候,
我们会随时让你靠..
你要加油..^^
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
~To be a better Girl~
This is wat i desired to do since d beginning of tis sem..
it is already on week 6 of this sem..
actually this sem suppose is a boring sem bcoz i'm juz taking 1 subject..
bt..i feel happy..
nt bcoz of i m laying on d bed for whole day n enjoying d movie all d time..
it is bcoz i like to "nothing find thing do"..
I wan my life to be more compact..
wif doing d meaningful things..
i like to attend tzu chi's activity..
even gt ppl r saying tat "this is called a kepo job"..
bt nvm to me..
i like to see ppl smile after i help them..
i like to see d youngster who r talking to me in polite way..
i like to see hw they show their love to their family as i wish i can show to my family too..
tis is y i like to attend it..
i wan to live without argument..
bt hw can i avoid it?
i gonna train my EQ..
i was wondering how to survive in this society after i graduate..
i wan to learn hw to control myself in different aspects..
i wan to learn hw to solve d problem without putting my own opinion n feeling on it..
i wan to learn hw to communicate wif different ppl who hv various of characteristics..
i gonna master d languages tat i able to speak n learn hw to interact wif this world..
rmb tat d 1st time i pick up d call in office, i feel it is scary..
i scare i cant asw the client's question..
i scare i cant speak well to them..
i scare i gv them wrong information..
scare tis scare tat..
finally, i hv picked up d phone call..
even it is only 1 call..
bt i satisfied..
at least i stepped out from d my boundary..
recently i found quite a lot of part time jobs..
initially my parents nt allowed me to work bcoz i'm stil a student..
n they hv told me tat i should concentrate in my studies..
at first, i followed wat they hope..
bt end up i convinced them..
n they oso allowed me to do so..
i really happy tat they respect my decision..
working really make me more mature..
thx dad,mum,sis n bro..XD
i hope i can manage it well..
nt only in studies n oso everything in my life..
d easiest n fastest way is learn To be a better Girl..
^^
it is already on week 6 of this sem..
actually this sem suppose is a boring sem bcoz i'm juz taking 1 subject..
bt..i feel happy..
nt bcoz of i m laying on d bed for whole day n enjoying d movie all d time..
it is bcoz i like to "nothing find thing do"..
I wan my life to be more compact..
wif doing d meaningful things..
i like to attend tzu chi's activity..
even gt ppl r saying tat "this is called a kepo job"..
bt nvm to me..
i like to see ppl smile after i help them..
i like to see d youngster who r talking to me in polite way..
i like to see hw they show their love to their family as i wish i can show to my family too..
tis is y i like to attend it..
i wan to live without argument..
bt hw can i avoid it?
i gonna train my EQ..
i was wondering how to survive in this society after i graduate..
i wan to learn hw to control myself in different aspects..
i wan to learn hw to solve d problem without putting my own opinion n feeling on it..
i wan to learn hw to communicate wif different ppl who hv various of characteristics..
i gonna master d languages tat i able to speak n learn hw to interact wif this world..
rmb tat d 1st time i pick up d call in office, i feel it is scary..
i scare i cant asw the client's question..
i scare i cant speak well to them..
i scare i gv them wrong information..
scare tis scare tat..
finally, i hv picked up d phone call..
even it is only 1 call..
bt i satisfied..
at least i stepped out from d my boundary..
recently i found quite a lot of part time jobs..
initially my parents nt allowed me to work bcoz i'm stil a student..
n they hv told me tat i should concentrate in my studies..
at first, i followed wat they hope..
bt end up i convinced them..
n they oso allowed me to do so..
i really happy tat they respect my decision..
working really make me more mature..
thx dad,mum,sis n bro..XD
i hope i can manage it well..
nt only in studies n oso everything in my life..
d easiest n fastest way is learn To be a better Girl..
^^
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
~活在十字路口的巷子~
说着~
人生不会像播映机一般，
想要重来就重来..
想要剧情在什么时候停顿就什么时候停顿..
想要看哪个发生形式就看哪个发生形式..
自己的人生怎么可能写得比电视剧来得精彩..
忍痛辛酸又哪能媲美那些演员演得精湛..
酸甜苦辣~
试问自己是老几??
何能谈得上自己经历过风浪..
说出口只能让人憋嘴偷笑..
甚至当作歌仔剧般看..
哭~
不是因为自己不够坚强,
而是在乎所有以及一切..
害怕夜深人静,
静得哪怕给自己的心跳声给吵醒了..
害怕面壁而独自感受到空虚压迫自己的胸膛,
空虚得让自己毫无方向可行..
害怕失去而变得孤单,
孤单得怎么狂欢也只是一个假相..
害怕改变自己，改变别人,
改变只会把自己变得更虚伪..
为人而改变只会把自己搞得有多狼狈，有多悲哀..
只要一个冷不防，
就会把自由变成束缚..
真心的~
哪怕是个束缚,
也永远不会是个绊脚石..
快乐只会传达一个讯息到脑子里,
不经意的把嘴角扬起来..
虽然身心疲累,
但心里总会有莫名的感动..
也不会觉得累..
笑~
不是因为达到目的,
而是浑然发现那过程是值得的..
掏心掏肺只为了那刹间,
望的只是能够消除心里一切的疑惑..
真实~
往往只会让人逃避..
就算逃到世界的角落,
它总不会因为你在另一端而停止转动..
如果是，
那只不过是愚昧的想法..
就算陷入困境,
也会有那份墨笔能形容的勇气,
统统把乌云密布转换为晴朗..
回首~
是因为它把你的记忆填的满满，满满的..
哪怕是那分秒钟,
都有着情感丰富的画片..
但只能掠过脑海..
分分钟，
忘了曾经的事情..
回不去就回不去了,
没什么大不了..
活在过去，
不如掌控未来..
路是自己选的..
站在人生的十字路口,
别呆太久..
既然不走回头路,
就为自己铺好路..
就算是要继续走,
也还有左，右，或前方可走,
因为不想徘徊在无人的地方..
等待一个无人知晓的未来,
那只会把自己弄得伤痕累累..
何必呢??
我还是喜欢自己的我..
改变不了,
也不想改变,
因为我就是这样,
这样就是我..
XD
人生不会像播映机一般，
想要重来就重来..
想要剧情在什么时候停顿就什么时候停顿..
想要看哪个发生形式就看哪个发生形式..
自己的人生怎么可能写得比电视剧来得精彩..
忍痛辛酸又哪能媲美那些演员演得精湛..
酸甜苦辣~
试问自己是老几??
何能谈得上自己经历过风浪..
说出口只能让人憋嘴偷笑..
甚至当作歌仔剧般看..
哭~
不是因为自己不够坚强,
而是在乎所有以及一切..
害怕夜深人静,
静得哪怕给自己的心跳声给吵醒了..
害怕面壁而独自感受到空虚压迫自己的胸膛,
空虚得让自己毫无方向可行..
害怕失去而变得孤单,
孤单得怎么狂欢也只是一个假相..
害怕改变自己，改变别人,
改变只会把自己变得更虚伪..
为人而改变只会把自己搞得有多狼狈，有多悲哀..
只要一个冷不防，
就会把自由变成束缚..
真心的~
哪怕是个束缚,
也永远不会是个绊脚石..
快乐只会传达一个讯息到脑子里,
不经意的把嘴角扬起来..
虽然身心疲累,
但心里总会有莫名的感动..
也不会觉得累..
笑~
不是因为达到目的,
而是浑然发现那过程是值得的..
掏心掏肺只为了那刹间,
望的只是能够消除心里一切的疑惑..
真实~
往往只会让人逃避..
就算逃到世界的角落,
它总不会因为你在另一端而停止转动..
如果是，
那只不过是愚昧的想法..
就算陷入困境,
也会有那份墨笔能形容的勇气,
统统把乌云密布转换为晴朗..
回首~
是因为它把你的记忆填的满满，满满的..
哪怕是那分秒钟,
都有着情感丰富的画片..
但只能掠过脑海..
分分钟，
忘了曾经的事情..
回不去就回不去了,
没什么大不了..
活在过去，
不如掌控未来..
路是自己选的..
站在人生的十字路口,
别呆太久..
既然不走回头路,
就为自己铺好路..
就算是要继续走,
也还有左，右，或前方可走,
因为不想徘徊在无人的地方..
等待一个无人知晓的未来,
那只会把自己弄得伤痕累累..
何必呢??
我还是喜欢自己的我..
改变不了,
也不想改变,
因为我就是这样,
这样就是我..
XD
Monday, September 26, 2011
~半天吊~
又过一个sem了,
好快好快..
这个sem的考试真的好难哦..
好怕自己会fail..
如果真的fail的话,
明年没能去internship,
下两个sem没钱拿..
最近发现到自己背书的功力大减..
背什么都不能进脑..
反而明白更能进脑..
可惜的是明白但又写不出东西..
这才是真正的可怕之处..
还真的不知道以前被sejarah的功力去哪里学来的..=="
再过两个星期成绩应该会揭晓了吧..
希望我它不会把我吓坏啦..
等待-ing~~
紧张-ing~~(@o@)
前几天去了云顶..
这次去真的不错..(^.^)
但不好意思的事一直把他们抛弃了,
常常离队..
没办法,(><)
我还学不会分身术..
手掌是肉，手背也是肉..
刺伤哪边都会痛..
算是第一次把云顶的游戏玩尽..
幸好那一天没有很多游客..
不然真的会等到发飙咯..
第二天的7.52晚上..
突然接到一通电话..
有点惊喜..(^o^)
哥竟然拿到了张信哲演唱会入门票..
但可惜的是票有限,
不然我们统统都去..
抒情歌果然不能很high..
发现全场尖叫的分贝就那么的小..
美中不足~
我竟然没戴眼镜去..
虽然近视度不是那么深,
但没能看清楚他的脸..
是圆是扁都看不清楚..
更惨的是眉眼鼻嘴统统都缩成一团..
好扫兴哦..
每唱完一首歌尖叫声都是那么的弱..
我决定叫我哥和我一起喊..XD
哈哈..
演唱会没有人喊是多么的可怜啊..
用了手机录下几首歌..
他现场唱功果然不一样..
好好听哦..
有两次好糗哦..
他忘词两次,
但没有很多句..
不知道为什么,
最近看她顺眼多了..
可能时间真的能冲淡一切从新开始吧..
希望我们可以相处得很好..
也希望她真的会忘了那件事情..(>,<)
突然好想姐姐..
三个星期后才可以见到她..(ToT)
放心~
很快的~
可是又要离家..
好伤心..
矛盾的小孩..(=.=)v"
好快好快..
这个sem的考试真的好难哦..
好怕自己会fail..
如果真的fail的话,
明年没能去internship,
下两个sem没钱拿..
最近发现到自己背书的功力大减..
背什么都不能进脑..
反而明白更能进脑..
可惜的是明白但又写不出东西..
这才是真正的可怕之处..
还真的不知道以前被sejarah的功力去哪里学来的..=="
再过两个星期成绩应该会揭晓了吧..
希望我它不会把我吓坏啦..
等待-ing~~
紧张-ing~~(@o@)
前几天去了云顶..
这次去真的不错..(^.^)
但不好意思的事一直把他们抛弃了,
常常离队..
没办法,(><)
我还学不会分身术..
手掌是肉，手背也是肉..
刺伤哪边都会痛..
算是第一次把云顶的游戏玩尽..
幸好那一天没有很多游客..
不然真的会等到发飙咯..
第二天的7.52晚上..
突然接到一通电话..
有点惊喜..(^o^)
哥竟然拿到了张信哲演唱会入门票..
但可惜的是票有限,
不然我们统统都去..
抒情歌果然不能很high..
发现全场尖叫的分贝就那么的小..
美中不足~
我竟然没戴眼镜去..
虽然近视度不是那么深,
但没能看清楚他的脸..
是圆是扁都看不清楚..
更惨的是眉眼鼻嘴统统都缩成一团..
好扫兴哦..
每唱完一首歌尖叫声都是那么的弱..
我决定叫我哥和我一起喊..XD
哈哈..
演唱会没有人喊是多么的可怜啊..
用了手机录下几首歌..
他现场唱功果然不一样..
好好听哦..
有两次好糗哦..
他忘词两次,
但没有很多句..
不知道为什么,
最近看她顺眼多了..
可能时间真的能冲淡一切从新开始吧..
希望我们可以相处得很好..
也希望她真的会忘了那件事情..(>,<)
突然好想姐姐..
三个星期后才可以见到她..(ToT)
放心~
很快的~
可是又要离家..
好伤心..
矛盾的小孩..(=.=)v"
Friday, July 8, 2011
~Sem 3 Fun~
Finally, i'm going to update my blog..hehe..^^
I still remember tat my last post is on 1st Jan.
Long long time ago ady..><
i was not shocked by my result for last semester..
it's really in my expectation..
bt i think i can do it better..
bt my willingness not allowed me to do so..
haha..XD
I think i should catch up my studies for this semester..
I juz can describe this semester subjects by one word--worse
many ppl said QS ma..easy only..not like engineering course..
everything must be analysed through d brain..calculate this calculate that..
ours one..like malay said as "Kacang Putih"
our calculation only involves +-x/..
d funniest thing is v all like a foolish n hv to memorize all those rubbish things..
write down word by word in the exam..
what the world it is..
if v really write the answer same as the lecture notes..
y dont u all hire or buy a robot n sit for the exam??
theoretical memorize for what??
today memorize it doesn't mean that 2molo will not forget..
nothing is important than understanding..
but what kind of service that u all give??
hire a silly lecturer who like to torture us??
do u think that v will understand it more by torturing us in this way..
it really sweat case..argh...><
btw,this will be the busiest semester that i have gone through in uni..
OCA,community service,friends n sister came n so on..
Although all of this activities that come across my life without expectation
n it seems like it will waste my resting time,i still enjoyed the process..
Last time, my frens n me hv planned to hang out 2gether..
unfortunately,i received the call from my foundation fren n my sister..
they told me that they will come on the same day..i felt shock n i lost my way..
suddenly the plan is destroyed..i was not blaming those who came to kl..
but i felt that i was unable to manage the whole situation n allocate the time to them..at that time,i juz wan to try my best n accompany them..
i juz wan these 3 parties can hv a nice trip since they seldom come to kl..
howeverm i found that i failed..
i was not able to accompany my sister..i juz let her stay in my room for whole night..
i was not able to accompany my frens n hv a gathering at Look Out Point..
i was not able to plan my fren's birthday celebration successfully..
from this condition, i juz realized that not everything can be planned..
the most important is i hv to adapt to what situation is going on..
sometimes, planning can minimize d mistakes n it can also make everything worse..
recently, i hv attended the tzu chi's activity..
although it's for my OCA report purpose, it really makes my life more compact..
last few weeks, i hv visited a scholarship holder's hse..
the scholarship holder is a small girl..
her hse looks quite simple n nt that nice look..
her dad's salary is about rm1300 n her mum's salary is rm500..
in kl, how come this family can be survived by using this rm1800??
the income can juz only cover their monthly expenses..
really, i sympathy them..
when the tzu chi's member asked for my opinion, i cant even use my IQ to decide whether that girl is qualified to get the scholarship or nt..
i was juz thinking that she is pity n i didn't analyse the data that they collected from this girl's parent..
remember that i was in secondary scul, my sister was planning to further studies in utar..
at that time, my mum considered it for a few days..the problem is money..
ten thousand is not a small amount..
n nw i really appreciate the things that my parents gave me..
i think it's enough for me..
this satisfaction is not from luxury things..
but is they give me support all d time..
i hv also attended d recycling day..
it's fun to categorize the stuff like glass, plastic, metal, paper n so on..
the auntie n uncle there very sincere n nice..
they like to joke n let us laugh..
n like to serve us as their family member..
yesterday, i juz realized that the time ady 10pm when i came back to my hse n step into my room..
i feel very tired, bt yet happy..
v were decorating the recycle station by drawing the figure on a piece of white advertising banner..
v hv drawn the earth n a rainbow behind..
it indicates that everything will be fine after the bad thing was happened..
it's meaningful n i hope that this scene will happen on myself..^^
I still remember tat my last post is on 1st Jan.
Long long time ago ady..><
i was not shocked by my result for last semester..
it's really in my expectation..
bt i think i can do it better..
bt my willingness not allowed me to do so..
haha..XD
I think i should catch up my studies for this semester..
I juz can describe this semester subjects by one word--worse
many ppl said QS ma..easy only..not like engineering course..
everything must be analysed through d brain..calculate this calculate that..
ours one..like malay said as "Kacang Putih"
our calculation only involves +-x/..
d funniest thing is v all like a foolish n hv to memorize all those rubbish things..
write down word by word in the exam..
what the world it is..
if v really write the answer same as the lecture notes..
y dont u all hire or buy a robot n sit for the exam??
theoretical memorize for what??
today memorize it doesn't mean that 2molo will not forget..
nothing is important than understanding..
but what kind of service that u all give??
hire a silly lecturer who like to torture us??
do u think that v will understand it more by torturing us in this way..
it really sweat case..argh...><
btw,this will be the busiest semester that i have gone through in uni..
OCA,community service,friends n sister came n so on..
Although all of this activities that come across my life without expectation
n it seems like it will waste my resting time,i still enjoyed the process..
Last time, my frens n me hv planned to hang out 2gether..
unfortunately,i received the call from my foundation fren n my sister..
they told me that they will come on the same day..i felt shock n i lost my way..
suddenly the plan is destroyed..i was not blaming those who came to kl..
but i felt that i was unable to manage the whole situation n allocate the time to them..at that time,i juz wan to try my best n accompany them..
i juz wan these 3 parties can hv a nice trip since they seldom come to kl..
howeverm i found that i failed..
i was not able to accompany my sister..i juz let her stay in my room for whole night..
i was not able to accompany my frens n hv a gathering at Look Out Point..
i was not able to plan my fren's birthday celebration successfully..
from this condition, i juz realized that not everything can be planned..
the most important is i hv to adapt to what situation is going on..
sometimes, planning can minimize d mistakes n it can also make everything worse..
recently, i hv attended the tzu chi's activity..
although it's for my OCA report purpose, it really makes my life more compact..
last few weeks, i hv visited a scholarship holder's hse..
the scholarship holder is a small girl..
her hse looks quite simple n nt that nice look..
her dad's salary is about rm1300 n her mum's salary is rm500..
in kl, how come this family can be survived by using this rm1800??
the income can juz only cover their monthly expenses..
really, i sympathy them..
when the tzu chi's member asked for my opinion, i cant even use my IQ to decide whether that girl is qualified to get the scholarship or nt..
i was juz thinking that she is pity n i didn't analyse the data that they collected from this girl's parent..
remember that i was in secondary scul, my sister was planning to further studies in utar..
at that time, my mum considered it for a few days..the problem is money..
ten thousand is not a small amount..
n nw i really appreciate the things that my parents gave me..
i think it's enough for me..
this satisfaction is not from luxury things..
but is they give me support all d time..
i hv also attended d recycling day..
it's fun to categorize the stuff like glass, plastic, metal, paper n so on..
the auntie n uncle there very sincere n nice..
they like to joke n let us laugh..
n like to serve us as their family member..
yesterday, i juz realized that the time ady 10pm when i came back to my hse n step into my room..
i feel very tired, bt yet happy..
v were decorating the recycle station by drawing the figure on a piece of white advertising banner..
v hv drawn the earth n a rainbow behind..
it indicates that everything will be fine after the bad thing was happened..
it's meaningful n i hope that this scene will happen on myself..^^
Saturday, January 1, 2011
~Happy New Year 2011~
~动画篇~
又过了一年,
感觉时间过得好快,
又老了一岁...
很多时候觉得自己好幼稚,
有时候好像觉得近年来有稍微成熟了点...
但可笑的是,
这整个假期里,
我成天就是望着电脑看one piece...
那天过了一整套给表弟,
结果他在十几天内给我拼完四百多集了...
看到眼睛都红了...
哇噻!!
我没有叫他看得那么快...
弄得我差点被臭骂一顿...
我看动画片,
结果被我妈说我像还没长大...
有时我看着看着会不经意的捧腹大笑...
废话!!
好笑的画面当然应该笑啦...
不然哭吗??
这样哪算幼稚啊...
动画片有时也反映社会的心态啊,
也会切入一些我们该学的东西啊...
无可否认的,
我真的很喜欢他们每一个角色...
每个的单纯,
每个的无私...
动画片,
对些年长的人来说是给小孩看的,
那么你们就当我还没长大吧...
只是想说,
我该成熟的时候成熟,
该幼稚时幼稚...
因为,
有时候人应该有些不平凡的思想空间,
那么人生才不会灰暗...
~度假篇~
好久没到沙滩了,
踏着软绵绵的细沙,
吹着海风,
听着浪声,
闻着咸咸的海水味,
精神格外清爽...
三年多了,
没有机会回到我成长的地方...
但扫兴的是,
刚到那里时,
发生了些不愉快的事...
到了那里不久,
堂哥和表姐驾了一辆好可爱的车哦...
那车的彩色让我有点惊讶...
我爸打电话去问时,
他们开了个玩笑,
说待会儿会有辆mini copper来载我们...
结果望了望,
却看到辆kancil停泊在附近...
那辆车的颜色虽然有点单调,
但车身写上了"coco valley"的字,
好可爱哦...
上了车后,
准备去久违的海边咯...
因为我搭上不同的车,
所以跟爸妈姐分开了...
在半途时,
堂弟突然接了通电话...
说是“炒车”了...
叫我们过去...
好笑的是,
有人以为他们在炒东西吃...
想了想,
“炒车”不是车祸的意思吗??
糟了,
刚到不久,
就发生这些事...
结果到那里时,
看到了那可爱的车扁了...
更糟的是,
对方还是残障人士叻...
说真的错不在于我们...
因为那残障人士为了要闪辆单车,
就踏了紧急刹车...
结果来不及反应就撞上了...
等了整整一个小时,
对方还叫了爸爸，哥哥，姐姐，姐夫来现场...
无聊透顶!!
他的车根本就没扁嘛...
但他爸跟我们谈判时像要吃掉我们一样,
蛮不讲理...
算了,
只好赔钱咯...
~30/12/2010~
在海边barbeque,
帅呆了...
他们都准备了好多食材哦...
那晚他们真的玩疯了...
突然看到海岸边有一群人围绕着,
于是就过去看的究竟...
哇噻!!
看到了好多的水母被渔网缠着哦...
我有听我姐说报纸曾经有刊登过,
那片海还有蛮多的水母出没...
但只是没有想到真的好多...
透明又团状的生物,
让我感到有点恶心...
想说隔天怎样下水游泳啊??
有水母不就会痒死吗??
万一被蜇到怎么办啊??
~31/12/2010~
早上因为睡过笼了,
结果被他们等了我们姐妹俩好久...
不好意思啦...
女生嘛...
叫了早餐,
等了好久,
早餐才上桌...
在等当儿当让是看帅哥啦...
我发现到好多洋人都好帅好漂哦...
当然,
收获是看到了一个十几岁的帅弟弟,
他五官都好官正哦...
羡慕~
看到有一家庭的洋人因为没耐心再等了,
结果就买单了...
那餐馆真丢尽马来西亚的脸啊...
回房换个衣,
下水去咯...
说真的,
有点晒...
害得我被太阳给晒得红彤彤了...
平时在泳池里游惯了,
突然来在海里游显得有些不习惯...
因为海水太过咸了,
弄得眼睛好痛哦...
而且皮肤有点敏感,
全身都觉得痒痒的...
游了一会儿,
上岸去呗...
在海边拾了还多的贝壳,
装了一罐细沙,
打算弄个小小手信...
就快要到倒数时间了,
吃完了晚餐,
立刻回房换了装,
又有下一个节目咯...
结果我们的车被卡在里面不能驾出去咯...
被等别人来救咯...
十二点快到了,
但还没有人来载我们...
算了吧,
去海边庆祝吧...
哇!!
我第一次看到这么多人到海边倒数...
同一个海边,
却看到好几个地方都放烟花,
放了好多的孔明灯...
说真的,
好漂亮...
第一次近距离的看他们放烟花和孔明灯,
还看到有人耍火把,
尖叫声不断...
终于等到别人来载我们了...
我人生中第一次去clubing,
那里可说是人多得爆满整间club...
看到很多那些小弟弟，小妹妹,
年级都还没过十八,
就学人喝酒跳舞...
真是感叹不已...
说真的,
的确待不下去了...
去不到半个钟就走人了,
可能我真的不适合那种地方...
出来时第一个感觉就是我身上充满了烟味...
好不舒服哦...
真的受不了...
回去了呗...
结果被叫出去吃宵夜,
走去餐馆的途中,
突然看到有一个爸爸带着两个小孩到垃圾桶边拾些纸皮和铝罐,
那两个小孩看起来好像是刚上小学的样子,
这么小的年纪竟然可以跟随爸爸出来捱生活...
那时还是半夜一，二点...
可见我是多么的幸福,
多可笑,
生在福中不知福...
一夜之间,
让我看到了不同面目的社会,
反差真的好大...
一个是成天申手就有钱拿的一群小孩,
把钱在一夜里花完,
为了只是一瞬间的欢乐...
一个却是为了家庭的开支,
半夜不睡觉帮爸爸...
这样大反差的社会不知是讽刺还是怜惜...
不过只要是对得起自己的良心的事情都可以变得无所谓...
因为每件事情都没有对与错...
2011年了...
心愿:
1)希望可以把书念好...
2)我身边的人都快乐，健健康康...
3)收在心里呗...
新年快乐~
^^
又过了一年,
感觉时间过得好快,
又老了一岁...
很多时候觉得自己好幼稚,
有时候好像觉得近年来有稍微成熟了点...
但可笑的是,
这整个假期里,
我成天就是望着电脑看one piece...
那天过了一整套给表弟,
结果他在十几天内给我拼完四百多集了...
看到眼睛都红了...
哇噻!!
我没有叫他看得那么快...
弄得我差点被臭骂一顿...
我看动画片,
结果被我妈说我像还没长大...
有时我看着看着会不经意的捧腹大笑...
废话!!
好笑的画面当然应该笑啦...
不然哭吗??
这样哪算幼稚啊...
动画片有时也反映社会的心态啊,
也会切入一些我们该学的东西啊...
无可否认的,
我真的很喜欢他们每一个角色...
每个的单纯,
每个的无私...
动画片,
对些年长的人来说是给小孩看的,
那么你们就当我还没长大吧...
只是想说,
我该成熟的时候成熟,
该幼稚时幼稚...
因为,
有时候人应该有些不平凡的思想空间,
那么人生才不会灰暗...
~度假篇~
好久没到沙滩了,
踏着软绵绵的细沙,
吹着海风,
听着浪声,
闻着咸咸的海水味,
精神格外清爽...
三年多了,
没有机会回到我成长的地方...
但扫兴的是,
刚到那里时,
发生了些不愉快的事...
到了那里不久,
堂哥和表姐驾了一辆好可爱的车哦...
那车的彩色让我有点惊讶...
我爸打电话去问时,
他们开了个玩笑,
说待会儿会有辆mini copper来载我们...
结果望了望,
却看到辆kancil停泊在附近...
那辆车的颜色虽然有点单调,
但车身写上了"coco valley"的字,
好可爱哦...
上了车后,
准备去久违的海边咯...
因为我搭上不同的车,
所以跟爸妈姐分开了...
在半途时,
堂弟突然接了通电话...
说是“炒车”了...
叫我们过去...
好笑的是,
有人以为他们在炒东西吃...
想了想,
“炒车”不是车祸的意思吗??
糟了,
刚到不久,
就发生这些事...
结果到那里时,
看到了那可爱的车扁了...
更糟的是,
对方还是残障人士叻...
说真的错不在于我们...
因为那残障人士为了要闪辆单车,
就踏了紧急刹车...
结果来不及反应就撞上了...
等了整整一个小时,
对方还叫了爸爸，哥哥，姐姐，姐夫来现场...
无聊透顶!!
他的车根本就没扁嘛...
但他爸跟我们谈判时像要吃掉我们一样,
蛮不讲理...
算了,
只好赔钱咯...
~30/12/2010~
在海边barbeque,
帅呆了...
他们都准备了好多食材哦...
那晚他们真的玩疯了...
突然看到海岸边有一群人围绕着,
于是就过去看的究竟...
哇噻!!
看到了好多的水母被渔网缠着哦...
我有听我姐说报纸曾经有刊登过,
那片海还有蛮多的水母出没...
但只是没有想到真的好多...
透明又团状的生物,
让我感到有点恶心...
想说隔天怎样下水游泳啊??
有水母不就会痒死吗??
万一被蜇到怎么办啊??
~31/12/2010~
早上因为睡过笼了,
结果被他们等了我们姐妹俩好久...
不好意思啦...
女生嘛...
叫了早餐,
等了好久,
早餐才上桌...
在等当儿当让是看帅哥啦...
我发现到好多洋人都好帅好漂哦...
当然,
收获是看到了一个十几岁的帅弟弟,
他五官都好官正哦...
羡慕~
看到有一家庭的洋人因为没耐心再等了,
结果就买单了...
那餐馆真丢尽马来西亚的脸啊...
回房换个衣,
下水去咯...
说真的,
有点晒...
害得我被太阳给晒得红彤彤了...
平时在泳池里游惯了,
突然来在海里游显得有些不习惯...
因为海水太过咸了,
弄得眼睛好痛哦...
而且皮肤有点敏感,
全身都觉得痒痒的...
游了一会儿,
上岸去呗...
在海边拾了还多的贝壳,
装了一罐细沙,
打算弄个小小手信...
就快要到倒数时间了,
吃完了晚餐,
立刻回房换了装,
又有下一个节目咯...
结果我们的车被卡在里面不能驾出去咯...
被等别人来救咯...
十二点快到了,
但还没有人来载我们...
算了吧,
去海边庆祝吧...
哇!!
我第一次看到这么多人到海边倒数...
同一个海边,
却看到好几个地方都放烟花,
放了好多的孔明灯...
说真的,
好漂亮...
第一次近距离的看他们放烟花和孔明灯,
还看到有人耍火把,
尖叫声不断...
终于等到别人来载我们了...
我人生中第一次去clubing,
那里可说是人多得爆满整间club...
看到很多那些小弟弟，小妹妹,
年级都还没过十八,
就学人喝酒跳舞...
真是感叹不已...
说真的,
的确待不下去了...
去不到半个钟就走人了,
可能我真的不适合那种地方...
出来时第一个感觉就是我身上充满了烟味...
好不舒服哦...
真的受不了...
回去了呗...
结果被叫出去吃宵夜,
走去餐馆的途中,
突然看到有一个爸爸带着两个小孩到垃圾桶边拾些纸皮和铝罐,
那两个小孩看起来好像是刚上小学的样子,
这么小的年纪竟然可以跟随爸爸出来捱生活...
那时还是半夜一，二点...
可见我是多么的幸福,
多可笑,
生在福中不知福...
一夜之间,
让我看到了不同面目的社会,
反差真的好大...
一个是成天申手就有钱拿的一群小孩,
把钱在一夜里花完,
为了只是一瞬间的欢乐...
一个却是为了家庭的开支,
半夜不睡觉帮爸爸...
这样大反差的社会不知是讽刺还是怜惜...
不过只要是对得起自己的良心的事情都可以变得无所谓...
因为每件事情都没有对与错...
2011年了...
心愿:
1)希望可以把书念好...
2)我身边的人都快乐，健健康康...
3)收在心里呗...
新年快乐~
^^
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