Finally, i'm going to update my blog..hehe..^^
I still remember tat my last post is on 1st Jan.
Long long time ago ady..><
i was not shocked by my result for last semester..
it's really in my expectation..
bt i think i can do it better..
bt my willingness not allowed me to do so..
haha..XD
I think i should catch up my studies for this semester..
I juz can describe this semester subjects by one word--worse
many ppl said QS ma..easy only..not like engineering course..
everything must be analysed through d brain..calculate this calculate that..
ours one..like malay said as "Kacang Putih"
our calculation only involves +-x/..
d funniest thing is v all like a foolish n hv to memorize all those rubbish things..
write down word by word in the exam..
what the world it is..
if v really write the answer same as the lecture notes..
y dont u all hire or buy a robot n sit for the exam??
theoretical memorize for what??
today memorize it doesn't mean that 2molo will not forget..
nothing is important than understanding..
but what kind of service that u all give??
hire a silly lecturer who like to torture us??
do u think that v will understand it more by torturing us in this way..
it really sweat case..argh...><
btw,this will be the busiest semester that i have gone through in uni..
OCA,community service,friends n sister came n so on..
Although all of this activities that come across my life without expectation
n it seems like it will waste my resting time,i still enjoyed the process..
Last time, my frens n me hv planned to hang out 2gether..
unfortunately,i received the call from my foundation fren n my sister..
they told me that they will come on the same day..i felt shock n i lost my way..
suddenly the plan is destroyed..i was not blaming those who came to kl..
but i felt that i was unable to manage the whole situation n allocate the time to them..at that time,i juz wan to try my best n accompany them..
i juz wan these 3 parties can hv a nice trip since they seldom come to kl..
howeverm i found that i failed..
i was not able to accompany my sister..i juz let her stay in my room for whole night..
i was not able to accompany my frens n hv a gathering at Look Out Point..
i was not able to plan my fren's birthday celebration successfully..
from this condition, i juz realized that not everything can be planned..
the most important is i hv to adapt to what situation is going on..
sometimes, planning can minimize d mistakes n it can also make everything worse..
recently, i hv attended the tzu chi's activity..
although it's for my OCA report purpose, it really makes my life more compact..
last few weeks, i hv visited a scholarship holder's hse..
the scholarship holder is a small girl..
her hse looks quite simple n nt that nice look..
her dad's salary is about rm1300 n her mum's salary is rm500..
in kl, how come this family can be survived by using this rm1800??
the income can juz only cover their monthly expenses..
really, i sympathy them..
when the tzu chi's member asked for my opinion, i cant even use my IQ to decide whether that girl is qualified to get the scholarship or nt..
i was juz thinking that she is pity n i didn't analyse the data that they collected from this girl's parent..
remember that i was in secondary scul, my sister was planning to further studies in utar..
at that time, my mum considered it for a few days..the problem is money..
ten thousand is not a small amount..
n nw i really appreciate the things that my parents gave me..
i think it's enough for me..
this satisfaction is not from luxury things..
but is they give me support all d time..
i hv also attended d recycling day..
it's fun to categorize the stuff like glass, plastic, metal, paper n so on..
the auntie n uncle there very sincere n nice..
they like to joke n let us laugh..
n like to serve us as their family member..
yesterday, i juz realized that the time ady 10pm when i came back to my hse n step into my room..
i feel very tired, bt yet happy..
v were decorating the recycle station by drawing the figure on a piece of white advertising banner..
v hv drawn the earth n a rainbow behind..
it indicates that everything will be fine after the bad thing was happened..
it's meaningful n i hope that this scene will happen on myself..^^
